I walk into your house slowly I know I must do it alone I pray my heart don’t weary I pray you wouldn’t hate me   I get down on my knee Sit down and calm my heart I know this time will be different than before I pray for my weary heart   I come to you who sit in front of me I tell you about my heart I tell you about my loneliness I tell you my weary heart   You’re keep silent you’re listening attentively and then… you open your eyes lift your head, and said…   I see you. I forgive you I will still love you Don’t hate yourself because you have heart  […]

I don´t expect my love affairs to last for long Never fool myself that my dreams will come true Being used to trouble I anticipate it But all the same I hate it, wouldn´t you? So what happens now? Time and time again I´ve said that I don´t care That I´m immune to gloom, that I´m hard through and through But every time it matters all my words desert me So anyone can hurt me, and they do So what happens now? Call in three months time and I´ll be fine, I know Well maybe not that fine, but I´ll survive anyhow I won´t recall the names and places of each sad occasion But that´s no consolation here and now.[…]

When there is A and B, it supposed to be AB When there is A and B, it supposed to be right together When A is no B, and B is no A, but AB is just right But there are no U and I   When there is A or B, it was not supposed to be AB When A is no B, and B is no A, but AB is just right When A is only A, or B is only B, AB is not right But there is U and there is I   When there is A and B, it can be AB When there is A only, or B only, it could be AB But[…]

“Why you keep silent?” One day you asked me It’s because you keep your distance. I can’t be romantic person, you said I don’t need romantic person. I need you.   Why you keep barrier to me? He said It’s because too much feeling for you Be honest with your own feeling I am afraid you’ll be breaking it in pieces   “Who am I to have your heart?” The kind like me won’t ever make your head turned to me Who am I to ask you to give a care Because I know what lie it would be   Who am I to have your heart I even don’t exist in your real life Who am I to ask[…]

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You know, sometimes when you’re in blue, songs understand you better  especially if the problem is your romantic relationship. And I don’t know why broken heart songs seems so easy to create than happy songs. Really… why people suddenly become a poet when they are sad or in sorrow. Like sadness, loneliness, sorrow dig the creative nerve and voila! A poem is made. But, maybe it’s depends from the person. When I am sad, or angry, I don’t feel creative, I just want to kill people and crash him in to pieces. Anyway…. I see you through smoky air, trying hard to control my heart. Still I refrain from talking at you. But, you know me well, I don’t need[…]