It’s just suck seeing you like this, when he stirred you how to live

It’s just suck feeling like this, when it feel i must compete with your boyfriend

It’s just suck when i should be supportive while inside i don’t agree

It’s just suck when suddenly i am the middle of you

It’s just suck when i see myself turned become a bitter woman

It’s just suck when i see my life stuck while yours is running

It’s just suck when i feel pathetic  with my self and my life

It’s just suck when you are okay with all those characters of him

It’s just suck when i only can write this poem…. but

This is your life, this is your choice. I just wished you’re happy..

but if you’re not, …. i know i will be here.

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