I never want something like I want this. Even though I already had this dream a long-long time ago, but I keep say it to myself…, it’s just imagination. It’s just a dream that should be only dream. So, I start to forget my dream and come back to reality.
And then I live day by day, month by month, year by year … facing the reality life had take me. Once in a while the dream came to me. Took me out from reality, and I was happy. But it is never more than that.
When I lonely, feel stuck with my life, I open my Pandora box, and I dream that I live in my dream life. And that moment I feel light, happy, even just for a while.
Then, my friend suddenly flew away and reaching her dreams…, and I just amazed. How she dare to throw away everything she has achieved to pursue her dream. I know it didn’t easy, but somehow, she can manage to do that and survive.
And lately… open the Pandora box doesn’t satisfy me again. I am starting feel empty but at the same time I feel the urged to make it come true.
Finally I figured out that I must brave to make a decision. To make my dream just a dream or make it dream come true. Yes! Finally I start to make steps I have reach to my dream come true.
Step by step…yes, it’s a long steps but I must keep trying, I just must make my dream come true or die trying.
You know what my dreams?
Maybe it looks don’t matter, but I always picture myself to sit at a bench or on the ground and stare at this view.
Looking at those I will feel so much contentment in my soul. And I’ll be satisfied and that is when I can say ‘That moment is my now’.
Watching those place and dreaming to live or spend my life in those places is my dream. I make this post so i keep remember my dream and when i lose hope, i can back strong again.
I know it doesn’t easy. I have never had the easy way to get what i want, but it is my life, not others, and i must live with it. I just hope GOD give me a strong will to make it happen,