Midnight Thought : What makes me cry

Sigh... terus terang tulisan ini adalah arti harafiah dari judul. Ya, saya tidak bisa tidur dan besok saya harus bangun pagi untuk siaran pagi. Tapi di kepala ini sepertinya berisik banget. Banyak sekali yang harus dikeluarkan. Andai saja saya punya pensieve seperti Dumbledore. Apa yang membuat kamu menangis? Patah hati? Dimarahin orang tua? Tidak punya … Continue reading Midnight Thought : What makes me cry

Senantiasa Berada

Happy New Year 2017! It's been years since I wrote on my own blog..hahahaha shame on me.  It's been too long until i forgot how to begin with. Douh! So, I begin with greetings! ALOHA! (so, what's next?) *.....blank mind....*  Saya akan mulai dengan bahasa Indonesia, karena tahun ini, adalah waktunya untuk sadar, bahwa saya … Continue reading Senantiasa Berada

Eulogy for my Old Man

  Actually i don't know what to write for my old man. But few days after 100 days Dad's ceremonial, i feel like missing him so much. In fact Mom quicidently said 2 days ago, in the daylight, she was crying like never cry before because missing him. And that's the same feeling i have … Continue reading Eulogy for my Old Man


Bergetar jantung ini ketika kupandang satu per satu Kembali kupanggil semua memori Setiap cerita, setiap jawaban, setiap karena dari pertanyaan Sayangnya, semua berujung pada tanya tanya Kupeluk semua kenangan manis yang kualami Seakan-akan takut bahwa kenangan itu akan terkikis dan hilang Kupeluk semua senyum tawa yang tercipta Seakan-akan senyum dan tawa itu akan hilang dalam … Continue reading Sad


  #111296266 / gettyimages.com 27th Oct 2014 Yeayyy Happy Birthday to me! Today I am officially 33 years old. Whew! Thé number is really gives me an ooozzz feeling. Like my prayer last night, 33 is twin number. Twin means double.. number that expect me to do two times better, two times wiser, two times … Continue reading 33

I refrain from talking at you

You know what I mean It's like walking in the heat all day with no water It's like waiting for a friend Watching everybody else meet theirs on that corner Or losing in an argument Although you're right, can't get your thoughts in order Still I refrain From talking at you, talking on You know … Continue reading I refrain from talking at you

22.23 – 02.26

It takes a week and 3 days and still counting to hold my hand not to contact you... It takes a million reason why I shouldn't , it only takes one reason why i should..   the big question pop up and urge some answer: WHY? HOW COULD YOU?     What a jerk!  

Fool me, twice

#482353951 / gettyimages.com It just occured to me, I think I gave the wrong signal. I gave 25 years old guy hoping that I would get serious with him. (which likely no way) I gave 30-something man think I am easy. (WTF?!! Hell noway I am going do that)           How … Continue reading Fool me, twice

Her and the Moon

*sigh*.... You know the urge to write something really can came from anywhere. For me, mostly came when I had a broken hearted *yeah, i know*, or something annoying or funny. And maybe and rarely came from PMS period. But this time, it just occurred when I was on my way back home in motorcycle. … Continue reading Her and the Moon


Guilty feeling is always comes late. And it never go away. You always say 'what if' and really hoping you could turn back the time and make it right. It would get worse, when it comes to the one you loved and cared about. Yes. I have experience it and still try how to ease the … Continue reading guilty…